July thank you so much for your kind words

Yes I am already a lot better than I was. I know Lamictal takes ages, but I really hate this flat feeling. I kinnda got used of feeling like in a bubble (derealization), but this not feeling anything is really annoying.

I mean I know how I was before and this is still not me. I do hope it'll pass with or without adding more meds to my current Lamictal. I can't say I'm unhappy, but this is just not it either.

THank you once again