I'm sorry it's been tough but you know we all go through a lot of what you describe. You probably should talk to your pdoc about this. Maybe you need a bit of a med adjustment. I can understand that your moods would be scattered after you moved. Moving is very stressful and stress is our enemy. I also am on Lamictal 200mg and I find it works really well even though my moods can get mixed but I think that's just the way it goes. I go on Seroquel when it gets really bad and I can't sleep.

Just a question. Have you ever been diagnosed with BPD?