I cannot believe that I am actually admitting to this... I have become so obsessed trying to find out what happened during a ?15-20min period (this is what my T came up with when we went through a logical time line of the day) that is a blank to me (I can remember up to an hour SO clearly) that I have asked some psychics for guidance... I asked 3 a fairly broad question- am I going in the right direction in my counselling sessions- and all 3 came back with a yes. Then I asked another 3 a more specific question- did something negative happen to me 22yrs ago, or am I trying to find a way of justifying the way my life has gone. Not only did all 3 come back and say that yes, something DID happen, one elaborated quite accurately on that. I just got SOOO desperate to know either way, and really, until I get any memory back of that specific time-period (IF I ever do) I will never know so in some ways this is almost like a closure to me, even though it is really just the beginning of a whole new journey in my life...