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Old Jun 10, 2014, 01:00 PM
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Originally Posted by Angry1541 View Post
Gayle,

Not disappointed....more like frustrated. All my life I have known I was different somehow...my behavior was always different. Outbursts at inappropriate times, no attention span, fly off into random rages about something one time, but not the next.

But I always thought it was ADHD and I was okay with that...but after re-dx as BP2, for some reason I am less willing to completely accept that.
I was never Dx ADHD but with major depression which they changed it to BP 2 years ago I denied it until my most recent mixed episode but I still have a hard time accepting it. Don't want it, don't want to deal with it, hate it! Just because it's clear to Ts and Pdocs doesn't make it clear to me.
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