What I'm thinking is that the doctor left the decision completeley up to you. After all, it is Your decision. Maybe it was a little test to see just how badly you want to get better. If you want to get better bad enough, who knows, he just might commit to helping you.

I'd sure give it a try since I've always wanted to get better and live the life I was given the best way possible.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.