I have been switching a lot over the past couple of days.. too much stress.... I have lost some time.... I am thankful that my alters are here to take over for me..... I am sinking into quick sand...... trying to hold on for dear life.... Going to see T today have had a couple of old ways of dealing with things...... my eyelashes are missing in a couple of places..... and just one open wound..... I just needed to vent and see it in print.... I hate it when I am this far gone.......