I have the same problems. But I get where I'm afraid to leave the house. I'm soooo embarrassed about my weight. I need to start walking and moving but it's gonna hurt. I think I was taken too far down on my meds. Usually in the summer I'm manic as hell. I miss it. But now that I'm medicated...It's different. If I drove I would go volunteer at the animal shelter or like a homeless shelter. Idk, I have got to get groceries today. We're out of everything... How do we get out of this funk?