i suppose i know i my heart that nothing will ever come of it. i suppose we are just meant to be what we are - very very good friends - that have each other to turn to in times of despair (no physical contact has ever taken place). just to know he/i are there to listen to each other helps. and i know its best to avoid him at all costs. cos neither he nor i can guarantee nothing will happen should our paths ever cross again.

maybe in our next life, who knows....