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Jun 10, 2014, 03:09 PM
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Grand Poohbah
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hello and good evening from London, UK. Oh dear June155, yes I a full on Boarderline and have been for 33 years, so I certainly DO understand exactly how you feel. Because of the absolute fear of failure, I've never done anything which involved in taking an exam, no matter how well I've known my subject. I can't take any form of praise, even if I make a birthday cake I always find fault, as if I have to point it out before someone else does! Obviously I have sometimes done things that people have liked and they say they want me to go on to do other things. All that does is make me like you, I want to go away and hide, because I assume that if I've done something right/good then it's a fluke, I got it ''right'' by mistake, or that I could never repeat it again. In the past I too have hit the bottle! I do understand you hunny. HUGS.
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