yes i am i see doc and T
i refuse to take any more meds
i know i should know and do better considering i work in mental health but i cant
its too much effort to move let alone take some medication that doesnt really help

its not that i think im a bad nurse i just dont think im as good as i want to or perhaps use to be
and i dont no whether i should keep doing it
cos its hard especially when something from someone elses story triggers u in the middle of work and u have to sit there pretending ur ok and all u wanna do is run or just fade away