Thanks for the feedback. We've been best friends forever and it's just within the past year or a couple months that I feel like I can't do anything right by her. Before she told me she was pregnant i went through so some really emotionally debilitating times where I literally had no one to go to or talk to, she could have been there for me but she wasn't. So in light of that I feel like I'm done being pushed aside. I want her to know how i really feel and if that sounds awful then I'm just am awful person. I want so badly to be there for her by I can't keep offering myself when she is constantly rejecting me and my company or help.