Sorry for a little late reply. I've been slightly better for a few days. Talking to my T helped a little. I did give my meds to my sister a while back, but I had to ask them back because I need a boatload of meds every day and it's very inconvenient to go 15 miles to pick them up. Well that was at least a part of the reason.. I know how this sounds but there is something oddly comforting about having an ''emergency exit'' couple feet from you...

My ptsd reared it's ugly head today. I had to go to a place with a lot of very traumatic memories and I experienced very disturbing flashbacks. I had a panic attack the minute I got out of that place. On the other hand I did get some positive news about my health today. It appears that the first phase of my treatment might actually be working.