seen my younger brother the other day
and i get along with him alright
hes a good guy
the thing is hes younger was favoured and spoilt
and has no clue about the things that went on
he hates it how the family dont get along
and wants everything to be perfect
when i seen him his girlfriend started going on about our older sister (M) and how none of us get along with her
my brother was saying how our other sister (A) needs to get over how annoying the other is
the annoying sister (M) slept with a bf of mine and when i broke up with him he raped me
i told my brother this some time ago cos he went off about why cant we get along
from then he has let it slide that i dont see her and that she was super mean to me and done wrong

somehow though i feel really bad
seeing my family any member even gettin an email
and i dont see or here from them often and if i do its generally my brother or sister A
but i really hate how i feel after seeing them
its nothing i can be specific about
i just put it done to the abuse i got and the fact none of them were supportive

i hate family

my life is a mess