I, agree, I believe it is your anxiety that is out of control. You might listen to some relaxation CDs when you are feeling okay and let them teach ways to relax when you get so anxious. Are you seeing a doctor or therapist? If not, it would be a good idea find one. They could help you the most. Be sure to call them soon and let them know what's going on with you. Best of luck.
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