im paranoid i guess.or at least thats what T says. im too scared to write on here about what im thinking. but i am really scared right now. for my life. i feel stupid for missing my meds. dumb. i took a seroquel. T said to wait n hour and take another one. i told T why im scared but he says its just paranoia and it will go away. i hope he is right. its all my fault. im confused between what is real or if there is realy anything to be scared of or if its just in my mind. idk. im retarded