Hi yogurtz. Did the incident with the glass happen today? I understand what it is like to not be happy at your workplace. I live with that everyday. I, too, feel like a failure. But I know in my heart we are not failures. Somewhere out there, there is something you can do that you will succeed at. Are you seeing a therapist? If not that might be a good idea. Know that we care, and keep posting here. You can message me anytime.