sometimes people are all just against me they want to all gang up on me at once and make me hate myself and make me feel bad about myself.its like never ending verbal punches that continue to rip me apart at the seams.attacking me over and over about my weight over how I dont leave the house over how I look how I act how I dont have a steady job making me almost want to kill myself but I have something to live for so that helps hold me back.but every time something like this happens it makes me have violent visions of beating the living crap out of people.or hurting myself.