no unfortunately its where I have to live until I can either get a job or disability or if I can move in with a friend but until then I have to stay here.its ok newtus I have been feeling off today too.your not dreaming.I have been afraid to go out all day long today so I have been staying in my room.no one living here seems to understand why even though I keep trying to tell them.its hard living around people who dont understand mental illness and blame me for why I act the way I do.as if I wanted things this way!if I could change things I would but I cant help that I have problems.I am trying to by taking meds though.