I miss him. I understand all the logistics of why I miss him but it doesn't make me any less angry at myself for it.

It's kinda amusing I was looking through my facebook timeline earlier and you can actually trace how much I changed.

I start out all gregarious, loud and probably annoying and then when he shows up my posts slowly become angry and all about him until eventually nothing. I just stop posting altogether.

I hardly ever use facebook these days. Too scared I'll say something to upset someone.