It's weird... one day I'm so depressed I think of suicide as a viable option to make the depression to go away. Well everything to go away... then I'm ok and then voices kick back in telling me I'm going to die soon and it scares the **** out of me. All I can think about it my mom and not wanting to leave her and I don't feel good I just want her to comfort me. For some odd reason all I want is my mom. Mom works 3rd shift so she's gone. I don't know how my mom will react to this. She's not a very comforting person to talk to. She's distant and stuff. I guess it's the kid in me wanting her mommy when she's feeling sick.