...I never meant to be too far!

I never decided that being far was what made sense to me...

I forgot just how close I was ...the entire time I was running away?

the nearer I was?... I arrived sooner and I fell apart...

I believed I understood what I did...

but I cannot understand these things...

I am so close to who I love and so far from the other things...

and the other things should be ashamed....

they are me and mostly them...