...yes it does and yes there exists the audacity to take on the most feared element of life!

...like there is an alternative to joy like there is a shamed backfire happiness to life!

...my hands slide accidently off the table...

it seems...

like I never had a grip!

...I forgot to recall the honey tastes available when living as I fell I kept forgetting....

and the backwards idiotic absence of love the fool the demon heart kept ripping pieces off me while tears out of suddenly ancient eyes burnt the hellish heat ....until a permanent and very unique flaming collapse left me curled up and alive somewhere in the corner