Irritable, restless, wishing I was dead, wanting to run away, not sleeping, brain won't shut up, having the energy to clean and knowing that I should but not wanting to and thus avoiding it, drinking just to try and knock myself out basically....
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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