Hello Abdullah Life, welcome to Psych Central.

So you are male but feel very much that you should be a woman. You are not the only one. I have to admit that I do not know the rules of your country, I'm hoping there will be another member here that might know. I did find this article Stances of Faiths on LGBT Issues: Islam | Resources | Human Rights Campaign

We also have a forum here you might like to check out Transgender & Other Gender Support