Feeling empty is a big part of my depression. I either feel that or totally distraught. When I'm feeling empty, everything is dull, pointless, monotonous. It feels like I'm on a hamster wheel, going in circles but not getting anywhere. It makes me question a lot...why am I here, why am I doing any of this, what's the point of it all, would it make a difference if I just stopped doing everything, would it make a bit of difference to anyone? And even while thinking those things, I don't get upset or worked up...it's just feeling void. Here's hoping your assessment goes well and gets you to a better place ultimately.
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