I just feel extremely bad again. Sort how I felt when everything started. I feel so scared and extremely anxious. I want to cry. I just got my period today and i remember I was on my period when my life fell apart a few weeks ago, when this all started. I want to see my therapist and talk to her or a doctor. I want some medicine or something. I want some relieve but I know that's not possible at the moment. I have to wait 5 days to see my therapist and 6 days to see my doctor. I'm just going from my bed to my couch, thinking and thinking. I'm on my phone but there's nothing to do on it. I feel so powerless and hopeless. I just want to take one of my sleeping pills and sleep. Because my thoughts will not let me sleep naturally but then I will not be able to sleep at night and I'll be alone with my thoughts in the dark. I wish someone could help me right now but I know that's not possible. I'm so sorry for the excessive posts.

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