I am not a doctor but it sounds like depression to me. There is a depression test you can take on pc. I took it once and was discouraged because it told me what I already know, that I suffer depression. The hardest most depressing part of my day is also in the morning. I understand how you feel because everything you are describing sounds like my experience. I wish I knew something good to suggest other than medication and seeing a therapist. Best of wishes to you. Keep posting here on pc. We care.