I finally got in to see a therapist, and had my first appt a few weeks ago. I was looking foreword to it and it didn't take long before I wanted to get out of there. She told me that I get about 12 sessions f therapy, which kind of took me by surprise because its like, well what if I'm still messed up at the end of 12 session? And then she asked me what I wanted to get out of therapy. All I could think of was "to not be mentally ill." It's like, how do I answer that question? My next appt is in 2 days and I'm supposed to have an answer. I still don't know.