So I have an interview tomorrow. I'm not really nervous just kind of annoyed. I need a job, badly but I'm scared it won't work out and I'll get my hopes up. I hate hope, I hate hope a lot. I just want to get in there and get it over with. See the problem is I get a great job and then somehow my anxiety takes over and I end up getting sick at work and having anxiety attacks and end up leaving and then eventually losing the job or quitting. I'm trying to tell myself I have to force myself through it but it just keeps happening. I don't know why. I don't know what's wrong with me. I take my anxiety medication but so far that's a no go. A lot of people say I do it to myself by convincing myself. I know that's true but this is stupid. I'm 27 and have a 7 year old son. I need to start acting my age when it comes to work. I mean what other reason is there for me to be in college. *sigh* I wish I knew if any of you had the same problem as me...