Newtus:
Look no one is blaming you or anything we all know it sucks...the weight gain is terrible but if you want to keep your T you're going to have to try to manage your weight while staying on meds. Last time you went off meds to lose weight you ended up in the hospital, had to go back on meds and rapidly regained what you lost. Any weight you lose off meds isn't going to stay off if you start taking meds again and you can't keep your T if you aren't
on meds.