I don't really like doing anything right now. I actually wouldn't mind just disappearing from the universe. All I really want to do is sit on the couch or lay in my bed, either sleeping or just staring at the wall.

I'm kind of in one of those moods where I just don't care about anything. I don't want to eat, I don't want to move, absolutely nothing. If I were to die right now, I don't think I would mind. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I want to die or anything, but I just wouldn't care if I did.

It's officially less than a month until I have my psychiatrist appointment. I hate that I have to wait so long, but I can't afford it otherwise.

I have no hope for tomorrow, it takes too much effort.