Somehow, I've narrowly escaped hospitalization (and jail) too, but I'm not sure how because there were many times when I was very dangerous... I'm just gonna try to make it through the next week... Thankfully I'm medicated but...I think my longest mania lasted about 6 months, which is scary... I got in a lot of trouble during that one... Ended a five year relationship with the father of my child to move in with an abusive asshole, got in three car accidents, put my child at risk being around him, got into fights, failed classes, spent thousands I didn't have on stupid ****... Had paranoid delusions, hallucinations, lived with my foot in my mouth, was handcuffed and nearly arrested for a crime I didn't commit (cop figured out I was lying and let Mr go), shoplifted... Many things I'm not proud of happened - and this was all while on meds! Except the leaving my fiancee part... I was in the new relationship within two days... I still regret doing that to him. Anyway... This has probably gotten very long and I'm sure I'm over sharing, and possibly derailing my own thread... I'm done now lol
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My labels:
Bipolar 1 w/ psychosis
PTSD
GAD
SAD
ADHD
Current meds:
1500mg divalproex sodium
3mg alprazolam
0.5 mg triazolam PRN
assorted non psych meds.
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