Hi there,

I'm sorry you feel this way. I've been in the same position myself and still am sometimes. It's okay to feel what you are feeling and to acknowledge your emotions but don't be afraid to push yourself and take first steps, no matter how small, because they'll help you feel better about your situation. You'll find things and people that you care about, but all in good time. Until then, be patient and please don't get discouraged.

I hope you feel better soon!

Kind Regards