before I got a firearm I tried oding then hung myself but the cord broke but I was dead on the way to the hospital they revieved me in the ER. first words were **** I was at peace. whoever shocker me burnt my skin I had to square patches burnt into my skin. so that was 4 days in icu and 10 days in the ward. how dumb that was. I could remember nothing for 5 days do to taking all those butabutal as my brain was soaked with drugs. never again. so think twice before you try for real . death is forever.