Ok, so I was off my meds again for a week and then went back on for two days and got to hyper so I didn't take any today.
I feel like I'm better in certain aspects when I'm off it, and better in other aspects while on it. Though of course the down side to being off it is the increased social phobia, though I feel more control at times in certain situations, more confident with an air of' I don't give a ****- but then of course when I'm on it I am more sympathetic but then after a while start getting a bit too manic . .. not good. I can't strike a good balance.