Thank you both. Truly!

I picked up a book with possible interview questions to practice with the last couple of days because I had no idea what they might ask, it has been too long. Then I also started to think of some things to ask them. I was feeling a bit more confident as of yesterday knowing I needed to interview them too and not feeling so desperate.

However, last night was rough though as I have hardly slept and I started to rerun through so many possibilities and how I would answer things; my confidence started to shake, getting paranoid about not being able to think on my feet if I'm tired because I' m not sleeping. I just could not sleep.

Surprisingly though I feel fairly alert except I wish I could get this sick feeling in my stomach to go away and the chills to go away. I wasn't anticipating that. I am going to try to eat something and go for a walk to try to settle down. The exercise should be good. I got up at 5:30 am and the first appointment isn't until 10:00. The anticipation may be worse than the appointment now.

Wish me luck. It really would be something if this went well. No matter how it comes out, I appreciate your support. Will let you know how it goes later this afternoon.