Yesterday was an awfull day. I had my first pratical exam ever. A patient, two doctors/teachers, and me in a room. I had to collect the medical history, it was awfull. I knew the questions answears, but I did what I allways do, I can't pay atenction and memorize what the patient is saying, and I got kinda of lost in the middle of the history, I was like "what I am suppose to ask now" and nothing came to my mind. It was bad enough, but the teacher was awfull too. The professor that evaluated me is the one that gives the worst grades. Most of the doctors don't go beneath (??) 15 in twenty. I got 14. I feel really sad about that, it was a bad unfair, evaluation, and it made me feel, like a stupid jerk. Most students, the majority got a 17.
This was the only thing I was good at: school, now it seems I'm no good at anything. And I kinda feel I will be a terrible doctor. Tomorrow is the written test. I still have so much to study, and I don't feel like it.