Since our fire 6 months ago I feel that the world is pretty much very scary more than not. When things unpredictable like that happen, it tends to change your view of the world as a happy, beautiful place. I'm having a really hard time seeing the beauty of the world right now, though I used to love life before and enjoyed living. Woke up every morning full of energy and ready to go. Now I wake up shaking and anxious. I also feel scared when I look to the future and don't see anything good about it. I see my family dying off, getting old and sickly, ending up alone. That really scares me.