I have no idea if he is or not the one. I know when I met my husband, letting him in my life wasn't an easy task but I had many of your questions answered already.

I think three weeks is a nice break but i'm not sure it was really enough time to work through issues.

I'm suppose to be supportive here so I'm choosing my words wisely but it seems you are setting yourself up for disappointment by going to live with a man because of guilt.

Have you considered therapy?