Thanks Hazelgirl and kororain.

I never even realised to a couple of weeks ago that I felt like this, but he seems to have grown so big in my head.

I only realised when T was asking about trust in the sessions and I thought about it and came to the conclusion that I did trust T, but that my father was always there with me and it was him that I didn't trust.

Now it seems like such a big thing and my father is becoming clearer and clearer in my head - I can picture him sitting in T's room - I know that they would have a huge row about me - actually T said he wanted to talk with him.

I am glad you have managed to have 10 days free of that control kororain and thank-you for the encouragement.

Do you have to work at it? Is your T helping you?