Today I am having all kinds of strong emotions that I cant ignore. The feeing of anger, the feeling of being afraid of myself, the feeling like im someone else, the feeling like im insane, the feeling like someone is watching me, the feeling of wanting to cut myself, the feeling of failure. Ive cried and cried today because im freaked out not knowing whats wrong with me! All of this started when T cancelled my appointment like 40 mins before I was suppose to see her.