I am on stress overload today---I didn't feel great even this morning because I knew we had this special equipment demo today and I had to handle it...but then I got on the bus and this random dude sat next to me and said hello, good morning...this never happens...then when I got off he told me to have a nice day etc. I was not in the mood for chit-chat so I stared out the window the whole ride but it still felt like some sort of test to me. The I got to work and apparently we are having drills from 8-12 so alarms every 5 minutes...they're all fake do we really need to evacuate for a fake fire fake code etc. I have no idea----I have things to do I can't spend 4 hours running in and out of the building so I decided to stay put since nobody else left either. But there is still this nagging sense that I'm doing something wrong and I really need to leave. I wish I had known about eh drill. So guy doing the demo was supposed to get here at 10:30 but they don't even know where they are going---can we switch to noon? OK fine----now that they see the map parking is too far---they can't carry the equipment....we have a cart we can meet them with---long pause can we make it 1-2pm. Keep in mind to be able to use the bacteria we do I have to grow them for 3 hours in special media so I have to guess when they'll be here and finished setting up. I just want to go home----at least the drills will over in ten minutes.

The whole thing fits entirely with the elements of the reality of this world but part of my brain keeps questioning whether there is more going on and I have to tell it no there is no pattern its just random coincidence.