As long as your brain gives you a moment of pause between thought and action you are doing OK.

Sometimes we can worry so much about relapse that we forget that no one is level all the time. Everybody has energetic times and quiet times. Everybody feels down sometimes. Everybody can be impulsive at times.

Please be careful with the sex stuff. I know you are grown, but too much sleeping around can put a dent in your self esteem. Take care of your self.