I was talking with my addictions Dr. this am and the subject of just not drinking for today came up. I'd known this was a problem for me before but it really hit me today of how foreign the concept of anything for just one day is to me. I've always been a big time planner (mostly of escapes) and it's really throwing me to see how difficult it is to just deal with the nows. Just some new insight I guess.

The other plus is they're going to let me stay in the treatment program longer which is really good because it is helping me, despite my last relapse Now at day 14 and counting.

--splitimage