I regularly feel like this as my T doesn't usually reply to my texts although she encourages me to keep texting when I feel I need to. But because she doesn't reply, sometimes doesn't even ack receipt, I always feel ignored. I believe I am too demanding, too needy and I always convince myself she is angry with me for contacting her. However, every week she assures me that this is not the case - but she won't go into things by text. It hurts and doesn't really help that I am constantly on an emotional roller coaster with her. I constantly feel ignored and that she doesn't understand how bad I am feeling (I also do a good job of showing people I am okay when I am actually in pieces).

I relate so much to your posts, Hazelgirl. I think you are extremely brave and you are doing a great job. Keep going.