Hi, Jimmy, glad you found PC. I sorry to hear about your girlfriend. Grief and Loss can be really difficult to overcome. A therapist might help guide you through it, if you don't think you can manage it on your on. It helps to have someone to talk to.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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