A few appointments ago, I was talking to my T about some very difficult things. But I didn't look at her the whole appointment because I can't look at her when I am talking about difficult things. But when I went to leave, I looked at her to say goodbye, and she looked so sad. It was so overwhelming to me, and I had to look away and stare at her hands instead of her face. I couldn't handle the idea that she was sad for me, to the point that I could tell just by looking at her.