I only smoked weed a total of three times a year ago. But since then it seems to have triggered an information processing disorder. I have been fired from three jobs for showing up in the wrong clothes because I couldn't remember what to wear, dyslexically began writing dates backward in my planner, forgetting to sound with it, not being able to actually so that they just say, "Uh...I'll call you back and hang up on me." It's not my imagination. Other people have noticed my inability to remember dates, to confuse every day, to not check movies before I show up to them at the theater and then they're not there. Is there any hope for me?
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