The past couple of days have been good. I have energy, I can think clearly and most importantly I don't feel like crap! Here's the weird thing: Tuesday morning I arrived to work in my usual state: full of anxiety and dread. Sometime during my shift my mood lifted and I felt amazing. Happy, light and I was even making jokes. I felt like myself - the old me. This has happened enough for me to know that I will crash sooner or later. The last time I felt like this was last October, and it lasted for 2 months. I've been down since then. I am going to try to fit in all of the things I have been meaning to do but just haven't had the energy to do. Like I made an appt with my GP dr yesterday, and I made a phone call to a potential therapist today. I wish I could be like this all the time.

Update: I have an appointment with a therapist next Tuesday! woo hoo! Why was I so scared and nervous to call? Well let's hope I don't wimp out of this lol.