Sometimes I feel as if I'm not living in reality. Like sometimes when I look at myself I think, do I look like a hideous, did morphed human being? Sometimes I worry when I look at something my mind plays tricks on me and makes me see something someone else doesn't see. Like if I was odd looking, to me, id look normal, but to others I look disfigured.

Like, there are so many times to where I look at something really close up, and widen my eyes just to make sure my mind isn't playing tricks on me.

Before my Prozac medicine, I strongly believe I suffered from BDD